1. I don't think I'm ever going to confess to Anya because she doesn't have anyone she likes and she feels terrible whenever she has to turn someone down because she doesn't feel the same way as her. 2. My older brother's going to miss my birthday next month like he does every year, but this time we won't even be able to talk on the phone or anything like that because calls and etc don't go through to places outside of Recollé anymore (unless it's connected to Retrospec, I guess?) and he lives in Japan. 2a. Actually, does Japan really exist...? The area around Recollé's really different and weird, so I'm sort of wondering if the places I think existed actually do or if those are just made up, but you can't just do that with countries-- no never mind that's getting too into this. 3. My parents didn't actually approve of me getting a piercing so I've had to hide it and pretend I'm letting the hole close up when I'm really, really not because I actually like how it came out and it matches with Hinata. 4. They also expect me to get full marks every assignment and test and it's been really hard to manage that, they don't want anything less than absolutely 100% perfect.
1. I think you should be honest about your feelings even if she can't return them...because that might be the only way you can work past them, but i also understand if you want to try to move on your own. I feel stupid for saying something like "you never know" but...idk i just wouldn't want you living with any regrets 2. That sucks. I'm sorry. I don't have any siblings so i don't really know what its like but...I'm sorry, you must miss him a lot. I'm always here if you need any extra company, and I'd be happy to visit you for your birthday if you'd like 2a. You're real. And you've been to japan, so therefore japan is real (I've been to japan too, i visited last summer) maybe japan isn't in the same like, form as recolle is, but it still exists in some form...that's just my opinion. We don't need to discuss it any further 3. Where did you get a piercing! I think it's good that you're not letting your parents dictate your body 4. That's awful...I'm so bad at school, I'd die. I can't imagine the stress that must put on you...they should just be able to see that you're doing your best. 100% all the time is totally unrealistic...maybe you can try talking to them about it? Or get a teacher to talk to them and explain that you're doing your best? 5. Gosh tsukasa I'm sorry so much is bothering you. I really care about you a lot am rooting for you and i have been told that my shoulders aren't too bony so they're good for leaning on you're totally welcome to use them whenever you need
...he's also going to skip some numbers because he doesn't know how to address them right now... ]
2. I'd really like the company, actually... You remind me a lot of him sometimes? At least from what I remember, I can't tell if he's changed that much over email and all. When we could email them and stuff. And come anyway, it's going to be a fun pool party... probably. Hinata's hosting it, so it has to be fun. 3. Left ear! It's a cuff. 4. They're professors, so they'd probably just criticize teaching methods or something really, really politely if I did that... But it's fine, I'm just venting.
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5. You're really nice, Ayano. Can we go get ice cream sometime? Or maybe we can go to this nice restaurant I have a gift card for.
Aw, tsukasa! You're so sweet, I'm glad if having me around has been able to help you in any small way...I'll definitely be at your party!! I'll see if i can find an april-type swim suit
As for going out...we could get ice cream for desert at the restaurant!! Or just go get some afterwards...i think it'd be fun to spend an evening together and get our minds off junk and onto food and ice cream!
[ spend an evening together.......... ayano such connotations, ]
It's a vegan place, so I don't think they have ice cream...? So we'd have to get it after... But I know a really good place that opens up at night ♪ It's only kind of coupley... Sometimes they have couples nights you get discounts on, but it's not every night, so.
It's actually got all kinds of sweets, but their gelato's the best I've ever had ★ And really? Thank you, Ayano ♪ I don't mind paying for things, but I'm supposed to be managing my money and things like that responsibly...
Thank you for texting me, too. I feel better after getting all of that off my chest... Even if I feel bad for worrying you. That's kind of why I didn't want to say anything... Or I guess, why I haven't said anything to anyone really...? Nazuna knows about my problem with feelings and Anya, and about how much I miss my older brother, but he's the only other one.
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1. I don't think I'm ever going to confess to Anya because she doesn't have anyone she likes and she feels terrible whenever she has to turn someone down because she doesn't feel the same way as her.
2. My older brother's going to miss my birthday next month like he does every year, but this time we won't even be able to talk on the phone or anything like that because calls and etc don't go through to places outside of Recollé anymore (unless it's connected to Retrospec, I guess?) and he lives in Japan.
2a. Actually, does Japan really exist...? The area around Recollé's really different and weird, so I'm sort of wondering if the places I think existed actually do or if those are just made up, but you can't just do that with countries-- no never mind that's getting too into this.
3. My parents didn't actually approve of me getting a piercing so I've had to hide it and pretend I'm letting the hole close up when I'm really, really not because I actually like how it came out and it matches with Hinata.
4. They also expect me to get full marks every assignment and test and it's been really hard to manage that, they don't want anything less than absolutely 100% perfect.
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*hugs*
1. I think you should be honest about your feelings even if she can't return them...because that might be the only way you can work past them, but i also understand if you want to try to move on your own. I feel stupid for saying something like "you never know" but...idk i just wouldn't want you living with any regrets
2. That sucks. I'm sorry. I don't have any siblings so i don't really know what its like but...I'm sorry, you must miss him a lot. I'm always here if you need any extra company, and I'd be happy to visit you for your birthday if you'd like
2a. You're real. And you've been to japan, so therefore japan is real (I've been to japan too, i visited last summer) maybe japan isn't in the same like, form as recolle is, but it still exists in some form...that's just my opinion. We don't need to discuss it any further
3. Where did you get a piercing! I think it's good that you're not letting your parents dictate your body
4. That's awful...I'm so bad at school, I'd die. I can't imagine the stress that must put on you...they should just be able to see that you're doing your best. 100% all the time is totally unrealistic...maybe you can try talking to them about it? Or get a teacher to talk to them and explain that you're doing your best?
5. Gosh tsukasa I'm sorry so much is bothering you. I really care about you a lot am rooting for you and i have been told that my shoulders aren't too bony so they're good for leaning on you're totally welcome to use them whenever you need
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...he's also going to skip some numbers because he doesn't know how to address them right now... ]
2. I'd really like the company, actually... You remind me a lot of him sometimes? At least from what I remember, I can't tell if he's changed that much over email and all. When we could email them and stuff. And come anyway, it's going to be a fun pool party... probably. Hinata's hosting it, so it has to be fun.
3. Left ear! It's a cuff.
4. They're professors, so they'd probably just criticize teaching methods or something really, really politely if I did that... But it's fine, I'm just venting.
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5. You're really nice, Ayano. Can we go get ice cream sometime? Or maybe we can go to this nice restaurant I have a gift card for.
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As for going out...we could get ice cream for desert at the restaurant!! Or just go get some afterwards...i think it'd be fun to spend an evening together and get our minds off junk and onto food and ice cream!
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It's a vegan place, so I don't think they have ice cream...? So we'd have to get it after...
But I know a really good place that opens up at night ♪
It's only kind of coupley... Sometimes they have couples nights you get discounts on, but it's not every night, so.
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Night time ice cream shops are the best kind, so I'm all for it~
I can pay so we don't have to worry about pretending to be a couple ;p
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It's actually got all kinds of sweets, but their gelato's the best I've ever had ★
And really? Thank you, Ayano ♪ I don't mind paying for things, but I'm supposed to be managing my money and things like that responsibly...
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Thank you for texting me, too. I feel better after getting all of that off my chest...
Even if I feel bad for worrying you. That's kind of why I didn't want to say anything...
Or I guess, why I haven't said anything to anyone really...?
Nazuna knows about my problem with feelings and Anya, and about how much I miss my older brother, but he's the only other one.
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Sometimes when you're having a tough time you need someone to come to you, because we dont always have the strength to take care of that on our own
I'm looking out for you, so you can definitely rely on me!!
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You're like a big sister ♪
Do you have any younger siblings...? Clover was the same way, and she has some younger ones and some older ones.